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Heaven

by Alien Submarine

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1.
I wouldn't drive across the country for just anyone the first one I ever did it for was you all your shit in my car, I drained my bank account gettin you to California and when we got there, you ignored me I barely blamed you, I know I'm boring and you move on from me overhead like a prairie storm I'm sorry, never meant to do you harm was I ever anything to you? heaven knows I am nothing to myself didn't think you'd give up on me too but after all, I did this to myself can't be your fault, I must have done this to myself it just wasn't my year can you really blame me for that? he fucked up my life, you never even remember his name I couldn't turn to you, or anyone do you know what it's like to feel that alone? it's enough to drive a decent man insane I thought you'd get that I thought you got me guess you got tired of seeing me rotting and you move on from me overhead like a prairie storm I'm sorry, never meant to do you harm was I ever anything to you? heaven knows I am nothing to myself didn't think you'd give up on me too but after all, I did this to myself can't be your fault, I must have done this to myself I must have done this to myself I must have done this to myself the winds are blowing outside my door it sounds like hell I must have done this to myself the winds are blowing outside my door it sounds like hell I must have done this to myself
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Heaven Sent 05:56
baby, you were walking my way sunlight glinting off your chain and in another life, i would have been sorry for thinking what i thought when i saw your face but you got me at the right time baby, the right time baby, come on if it looks good baby, it feels good it can't be wrong take me to Hollywood you come straight from the silver screen I never knew you could sweep me off my feet like a Vegas wedding serving me my words on a silver platter now I asked for heaven and heaven sent you down heaven sent you down you got me right on the money scared little dog with my back against the wall telling you I just think its funny wanted True Romance back when I was a little girl and now I got that baby, I got that cause I got you take a beating for you 'cause you're so cool take me to Hollywood you come straight from the silver screen I never knew you could sweep me off my feet like a Vegas wedding serving me my words on a silver platter now I asked for heaven and heaven sent you down heaven sent you down heaven sent you down heaven sent you down heaven sent you down you come straight from the silver screen I never knew you could sweep me off my feet like a Vegas wedding serving me my words on a silver platter now I asked for heaven and heaven sent you down heaven sent you down
3.
1, 2, 3 a circle of violence and degradation I thought I was fighting for something I'm made of tin I'm made of nothing I am just like you nothing in the world is new I tried to replace God wrestled like Jacob but all it came down to was the emptiness in place of you the shame is unyielding it lives in my body I wish I could believe something in the dark will wait for me cut open telling stories about the stars I thought I'd die there I tried to stop my heart
4.
see you in the headlights standing at the edge of the driveway won't look me in my eyes said I just had to do it my way maybe it wasn't our time but I can't give you another goddamn goodnight why'd you ask for that? what gave you the right? a gasping, last ditch plea for something more I get no relief a wasted war there was no battle to be won your troops, they never left the barracks while mine are marching on so far from home, too tired to panic you wore me down, I will admit that but how dare you claim your heart was in it white flag is an empty sky for the millionth time in my life no news is no news, but I guess that's fine white flag is an empty sky an empty sky an empty an empty an empty if the world burns down around me I'll hide out in the hills keep watch with a shotgun in a place I know you won't follow and I knew it then like I know it now you were never gonna ride it out and I'm the captain when the ship goes down I go down with it, baby believe in something, maybe but I can't be that thing no more gave up on all your chances guess you thought they were limitless and I had to cut you off white flag is an empty sky stop asking for answers when you know inside white flag is an empty sky he wouldn't surrender if it saved his life
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Euthanasia 06:07
could you teach me not to fear myself so much? never been the kind of creature you could trust with a gun hurting others was a phase, now I only hurt myself if I wasn't such a coward I could ask for help but you know what they do to dogs like you rather put you down than bandage up your wounds I know it's true 'cause I am just like you they got me, now they're coming for you too I choke myself out at the end of the chain even though I know I'll never get away hiding my hope in a hole in the dirt baby, I'll love you forever if you make it hurt 'cause to me, love and fear always felt the same I know I'm not getting into heaven, but they'll know my name should we see how much of a beating I can take? God's perfect bitch come out to play God's perfect bitch a creature with no conscience knows no sin I'm good at taking orders 'til I lose my grip on it I've tasted blood they were right when they said it's never enough so you can euthanize me once you're done

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released March 31, 2024

all songs written, composed, and performed by Eden Kitts, with the exception of the hand of Venator in Rust and White Flag

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